differential growth shuffle

update August 2008: so when is a relationship negative or codependent? What is a positive, progressive relationship? A co-dependent relationship is one where destructive patterns repeat themselves with no progress, where one or both parties seek to dominate the other. We’ve talked about how we’re seemingly attracted to these qualities in each other: where I tend to be the planner and you tend to like direction.

Though it’s slow going at times in that we’ve seen a lot of repetition of conflict types, I think there is marked progress. The main thing that still draws my attention is how you seem to gravitate toward wanting me to sometimes assist you in choosing directions. I mean you’re obviously a very willful and conscious person in many regards. I sometimes feel that when conflict arises and I’m pushed to take charge, that it’s as though you’re temporarily handing me some of your reigns as you sort through your respective workings. And that …

May 13th, 2008

Cinco de Meow

Today marks a year from the day we found Ogree the kitten on the side of the tollway. Narrowing to one lane, with more than 3/4 mile before an entrance/exit ramp in either direction, cars averaging 85 mph, we were driving along when my mother spotted the tiny, very gray, kitten. She was stretching up on her hind legs trying to sense her way up the concrete wall, as far away from the stream of cars as she could get.

With no where to go, and somehow steering clear of the cars racing by only a few feet from her, she was drawn to a metal grate in the shoulder of the tollway. This is where we wedged the car (to slow traffic) and I got out to scoop her up. With a hiss so mighty I hesitated about grabbing the tiny kitten, she was torn between distrust and need.

May 5th, 2008