multi-dimensional feedback

yes, some type of reintegration. i was inspired to write because competing (multi-dimensional) input is coming home from that seeming black horizon of physical consciousness. and some of these are aspects i correlate to your (who’s you/your? nevermind) own; your own denial of / moving beyond certain elements of perspective or whtvr –in my mind/model, granted, i’m not saying i’ve got it 100% true with your own view in mind.

of course you don’t remember, the only reason i do is because your dream-mind went sexual with it suddenly (as many a dream-mind will do) and being more closely connected to the etheric/physical memory this version is probably all that you remembered (nothing but a dream if anything). my theory is that the sexual energy (sex and fear being the farthest reaching forces between dimensions of one’s consciousness, such that it can reach the etheric body and snap it into attention) transferred back to my sleepy etheric/physical body and woke …

June 25th, 2008

Etc

now i forgot how the f this ties in to why i started writing [what i got started thinking about after a divination/space-time magick working].

can i count that as unretrieved shadow memories from other dimensional aspects of my life? hah! i suppose so. because all i know is where i came in on…so i see this change, this coming dawning of a new age in my life or something, but the wicked thing about it is that the challenge and payoff is all wrapped up in daily, mundanely lovely satisfaction, a warm bed and food to eat and hobbits to share it with. …i think. who knows maybe i won’t be able to stand working from home anymore or something, but some change is afoot and a lingering sadness/hopelessness keeps trying to drift in..over the last 2 days. all this indicating to me a greater coming round full circle type of intersection.

which got me to experimenting with embracing concepts, …

June 25th, 2008

Space Time Magick

i never really got the point of divination (tarot cards) –such as in many modern magick books it will say ‘now divine the possible results of the working before said working’ or whtvr. didn’t seem useful to me.

at some other point i delved into the utter loopiness of space/time magick w this book, which gave me vibrant insight into divination as time/space magick. On the flip, suddenly divination (which I *had* come to accept as a useful self-reflection tool if nothing else) was much more viable and exciting.

Since delving into space-time magick a bit, I now see divination as a manifestation tool. Since we are deciding what divination symbols mean on-the-fly as we interpret them, we are essentially programming a measure of our upcoming experiences and perceptions of the world.

I’ve always had this irksome relationship with linear time– such as always knowing ‘what time it is’ no matter how many clocks I removed… or the reprogramming …

June 25th, 2008