dream of jumper

what’s up, why so long without so much as a hiccup connector only to appear as the main character in the dream I just had?

You were different looking -had a different body than the one I’m familiar with, but it was you, that’s certain. You’d come by with some kind of partner/friend of yours. …among some friendly catching up, there were a few minutes of your honoring/humoring a balancing of the like handful of ‘unrequited friendship’ errr vibes from me about your dismissing me.. that had built up over those years of the Misunderstanding (my take is a circus ride nutshell experience replete with pink floyd’s ‘bike’ and snapshot of how fucked up it is that I never wanted a title role in your life -YOU’RE THE KIND OF GIRL THAT FITS INTO MY WORLD-, and but I still got dismissed because your wife said so -I’LL GIVE YOU ANYTHING, EVERYTHING IF YOU WANT THINGS-, but …

January 29th, 2009

Hoodie Tug from the Beyond

[imagine eerie sound to go with title]

As I’m walking with Chad to see a movie I felt this tug on the hood of my sweatshirt hanging down behind me. It was strong enough that it could not be dismissed as twig falling or other ‘likely’ explanation –strong enough that I sort of scuttle walked a bit faster for a few steps as I turned to see if someone was behind me. If I had to label the strength of the tug I’d say it was exactly strong enough that I cannot doubt its having happened. Of course there was no one there and no people or obstacles for such to hide behind anywhere near our path, so WTF was it?

Well, on first intuitive match, as I run through past experiences for anything even remotely similar is my run-ins with the Blue People. Ok, so there aren’t really any blue people, but this is a term I use to explain …

January 11th, 2009

fasting -fuzzying walls- detox

Time for a fast. I’ve done this up to a week previously -that is water fast (no juice, etc). Besides general cleansing of toxins and promoting cannibalizing any abnormal cells, my goal this time is primarily spiritual in that I seek to realign the goals of my ego with those of my higher self.

Fasting Meta Info

Today is day 3. On days 1 and 2 I had vegetable juice and veggie broth a couple times a day, in addition to water with a bit of lemon. The addition of veggie juice and broth can really take the edge off food withdrawal, but also slows the switch to ketosis (that is when the body switches from burning carbohydrates from food going through, to burning fat and undesirable materials).

I think I switched to general detox mode even though I was drinking broth and juice because I still got the yuck-taste on the roof of my mouth associated with general detoxification (you start …

January 7th, 2009